tonight,
need a tight hug,
need a shoulder to cry on,
need someone to tell me,
everything will be alright after all.
Thursday, February 17
Sunday, February 13
my favourite post fr my old blog :)
WHEN FRIENDS CHANGE. WHEN I CHANGE.
do you have a friend who is changing, and it's got you feeling blue?
before you get too down and start to questioning what's happening, consider this :
EVERYTHING IS CONSTANTLY CHANGING
leaves fall from tree and grow back again,
weather storms come and go,
hair keep growing no matter how many times it's cut,
da ocean tide goes in and out...
it is just a part of nature.
anything can spur change in a friend.
after all.
knowing that change is normal and doesn't necessarily have to be bad.
unless she is changing for da worst and you are concerned about her well being, give her da space she needs to explore these new interests.
take care of yourself and acknowledge that you are changing even as you feel that.
everything we learn, take in and process changes who we are and how we view da world.
do you have a friend who is changing, and it's got you feeling blue?
before you get too down and start to questioning what's happening, consider this :
EVERYTHING IS CONSTANTLY CHANGING
leaves fall from tree and grow back again,
weather storms come and go,
hair keep growing no matter how many times it's cut,
da ocean tide goes in and out...
it is just a part of nature.
anything can spur change in a friend.
after all.
knowing that change is normal and doesn't necessarily have to be bad.
unless she is changing for da worst and you are concerned about her well being, give her da space she needs to explore these new interests.
take care of yourself and acknowledge that you are changing even as you feel that.
everything we learn, take in and process changes who we are and how we view da world.
accept da changes
in everyone
noone wanting to be da background
to be forgotten, neglected
noone wanting to put up with emotional words
to stand hatred face, perfunctory response
-
have been guilty
of giving too much power to someone
and then
feeling helpless and unable to get it back
-
we feel da situation
but why do we let her control da way we are acting and thinking
because
we give our power to people we think they are charismatic
one smile from them can easily make us feel like a million bucks
so we do whatever it takes
to keep those smiles coming
=)
is it too slow
to realise
all da falls AND falsehoods
sorry does not exist
it is merely
da matter of
learning to love and to be loved
Tuesday, February 8
what a day!
with no reason, feel gloomy since i wake up.
annoyed by da loud banging of room door in da early morning.
why cant just shut da door properly instead banging it hard, for a few times.
idiotic people!
hit da day with 5 hours lecture continuously,
get stuck!
totally tired of kiasu people,
discussing non stop for one single doubt in notes, yet insisting her own point of view, ignore explanation from others.
hello, then what for you ask.
i am lazy to entertain you.
and i dont know why you all show me a weird expression when i said i am heading to library or holding an unfamiliar textbook in front of you.
lending text book/reading one more text book doesn't mean i will get much smarter than you lar, kay?
stay calm.
come back to hall,
start cleaning up my room,
whenever i feel upset, i will clean my room,
it is like clearing all da unhappiness sticked in my heart.
very useful, i am feeling much better now!
我好想回家！！！
看著家裡帶來的東西，
更想家！=（
我不喜歡一個人留在這裡
今晚吃雞粥，想起阿公。
香港的雞，沒有雞味!
每次不開心，就會和自己說，
撐下去，多撐一下，就可以回家了。
還有十一個星期，
十一個罷了，
很快就過！！！
Wednesday, January 19
da freezing wind reminds me that I am back to this hustle and bustle land.
1st lecture is enough to freak me off.
org chem lab which requires tonnes of preparation work, a quiz on next week, one assignment to be completed after every bioprocess lecture.
i feel da stress, i am worrying, though it is just da 1st few days of semester 2.
it is beyond words,
with no reasons,
i feel anxious.
i abhor this feeling.
i am still unadaptable.
but it is totally alright,
i keep telling myself.
because this is university life,
all I can do now is,
make myself fit,
to get used of these.
once getting used of these,
i am totally okay!!! :)
Friday, December 24
wow,
it is like, finally, i am back!!!
it is so familiar, so comfortable,
once i step into my home, my room.
is like, ya, ntg to doubt, i belong to this place.
everything like just happen for not long,
i leave yesterday and i come back today.
mummy gave me a hug when i come out from da airport,
daddy give me a good smile!
bros laugh and chat with me,
i love them so much.
gotta enjoy and treasure these three weeks,
i love my room!!! hahaha.
and i am going to meet as many ppl as i can.
need a nice plan! =)
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