more that one month with no updates here.
life was busy last month with all midterms and essays and presentation.
want to write some post today,
unfortunately here is da only place for me to release, whenever i feel upset or uncertain.
so, eventually it ends up my blog posts are all about sad stuff..
got back my marketing essay and presentation results today.
a disappointed one. real disappointed, and depressed.
realize that, though you work hard and put a lot of effort on your studies,
university does not guarantee you a good results.
marketing essay is just above average,
not what i opt for.
this is da 1st work i put lots of effort and spend time on it,
but seems, all these is insufficient.
not to mention my presentation.
i handle question threw by my classmates well, they can understand my explanation.
i dun expect an A, but i hope to have a B+ at least.
but da reality tell me it is not.
B-, is this worse?
i have totally no idea.
cause i am da 1st group to present,
we dont know da standard of other groups.
we dont know how strict our tutor is.
from da expression of my teammates,
i saw disappointment, so am I.
numeral times of rehearsal, continuous correction,
it does not paid off.
i cannot explain,
i get teary very easily these days.
whenever i think of something,
i lost control.
my mum is in hospital.
2 tumors were diagnosed in her neck and she needs to went for an operation.
it is a minor operation, but no doubt i am still worry.
luckily she is fine now.
再难的事，也会有过的一天.
i told myself this, as i told my fren yesterday.
add oil.
everything will be fine.
keep da grin on face,
this is life. =)
