i dont like being disturbed when i am concentrate doing my things,
but hell knows why i am with inconsiderate ppl.
chatting laughing like nobody business when you want to hit da slumber.
it is crucial period, fight for exam war and i need a good sleep/rest.
it may not important for you, but it is important in my perception.
ok, enough of complaining, jz mere complain, nothing more, human need space to release whenever they feel fed up.
and now, wanted to share some nice stuff =)
today is my last day of sem1.
without realizing my 1st sem in uni ends this fast.
and had a high tea with my classmates just now.
i feel fortunate to be faithed to know and mix around with them.
they are unlike da common HK teenagers who are materialistic/scheming.
why do I say so, cause there is another gang of my classmates who behave so.
thus i can really have a contrast comparison.
my group of classmates,
they might not know to dress up as well as da others,
they may not that outgoing as them,
and I, in fact not their very closest friends,
but at least, I can feel their sincerity, and I feel great about it.
I do not demand very much, I am glad to know them, work together with them.
thank you, and I comprehend everything happens for a reason.
I did Form6 unwillingly at da initial, but it ends great, no regret!
(plz, those who dont know about F6, plz dont simply comment about it, it is totally a different thing as secondary school)
I came HK with a reluctant heart, PolyU is not what I want.
things is still da same after I came here.
I do not like teaching method here, it is too chinese (or cantonese perhap), it is not a university study environment, it is not what I expect for a university, I thought I can improve my eng speaking skill in tertiary education as university students mostly communicate in eng, but here it is not.
I was depressed and frustrated about this once when I came here for not long, but da only thing I can do is accept it and try to get any opportunity to improve it.
most of my friends are in NUS/NTU,
until this moment, I am still thinking how would I be if I choose NUS?
I blame for my scholarship, it is da devil, it lure me here, without letting me to consider thoroughly,
but contradictory, it is da scholarship who sustain my life here.
ok, I am not blaming,
give me some time, to search out da great thing here, to make me feel worth coming here.
I had told myself, to only appreciate good things here, and never bring all da bad impact as the instinct of my life.
I cannot predict how it changes my mind at da end of my programme,
but one thing I can definitely tell myself that,
I can only have fruitful result unless I work damn hard and damn hard!
no matter in academic, daily stuff, relationship or spirit building-up.
go forward, work everything out, your home and parents and siblings and relatives and friends are all waiting for you!
ya, i miss them, again. =(
