gripped by tiredness, stress these few days.
was busy for midterms preparation and lab reports.
workload is like endless.
i still have 3 more midterm and 1 lab report.
HK classmate said, why do you look exhausted, ur face seems lifeless, it is big different from last sem.
i was like, huh. do i really look that bad.
she is a nice friend anyway, da nicest one i met here.
i appreciate her.
i didnt notice i actually look that tired.
uni life did age us, not including everyone, but at least it does on me.
shoulders are feeling ache and numb for few days d.
no way can cure, though pain relieving patch is applied.
walking alone on the street,
keep wondering, why am I here, why do I supposed to be here.
i feel so tired and strength-less, to take care of myself.
so much so much to do,
not enough time for me to spare on studies.
taking good care of health, time needed.
good food, good sleep, good supplement, time needed.
opting for someone to have heart-to-heart talk,
but everyone is so busy, overloaded with uni works.
and sometime i question, is uni student dont deserve time to rest.
2 hours lecture to get a supposedly-completed-in-one-month syllabus done,
and the next day expecting you master it well, able to ans lecturer's questions,
and sit for test two weeks later.
i dont have a enormous smart brain to thoroughly comprehend and skill in everything as fingertips.
so, i beg your forgiveness,
but it seems,
i am just giving excuse.
okay, enough, it is all crap.
i am allowing myself to have a dream,
to escape from this so-called intense university life.
resolution for this sem,
score well, eat well, sleep well.
it is unfulfilled at time being,
cause i am LACK OF SLEEP!!! =(
